That feeling.

Do you ever get that feeling that God is trying to tell you something? I can barely say that without thinking about that song in the movie The Color Purple.  I have that feeling.  I can not shake the feeling that God is trying to get my attention.  I have experienced 3 deaths this month.  One of my childhood friends father died this month, my former boss (who treated me like family, who fed me and my family when I seriously had NO food) father died and last but not least I just found out my pastor at my church in Nashville (the church that became home for us) has passed away.  I don't know the details yet but wow!!! My heart is heavy but at peace.  I am sad but I rejoice.  I am angry but I am happy because I know to absent from the body is to be present with the Lord.  I am not sure what the Lord is speaking to me through all of this.  I will sit still and wait on the Lord.  I want to hear what he has to say.  Tell me Lord.

My dear pastors. Spirit of Life Church. Pastor Fran and Craig Schaub. (RIP Pastor Craig)