I don't know why?

 

God is so faithful.  I don't know why he would choose to use me in the area of prayer.  I am in awe of Him every time.  God has proven himself faithful over and over in my life.  I feel so blessed that I can look back and see the goodness of God.  I am tears thinking about Him!! God has always used me in this way. I know some think it's am insignificant gift, but it changes my life daily.  This gift goes back as far as I can remember.  I remember praying as a child and seeing God move.  I am so humbled by this.  I am not perfect, I miss the mark all most days.  I didn't not deserve His goodness but He chose me still.  It's in the little things and the big things, He is good. 
I have been praying for a miracle in the area of my marriage and my family.  God has sent small group of ladies into my life to speak life and give encouragement.  These ladies love me enough to give wisdom when I may choose wrong.  They don't always tell me what I want to hear, but I know they love me.  I thank God for them.  I have to share that the "Mr." and I had a disagreement about a science program that he and my daughter were watching.  I wasn't comfortable with the program, I voiced my concern (privately), then I surrendered her to God in that moment.  I told the "Mr." that if he was ok with it, then let her watch it.  He did, guess what? She was no longer interested in the program.  I thank God that I didn't make a scene (which is normal when I don't get my way) I allowed God to work it out.  That is small, but SOOO very big for me.  Choosing God's way always yields better results.
This weekend the "Mr." and I celebrated Valentine's Day.  I told him all I wanted was to NOT have to think about a thing.  I got just that.  The day was well planned, I even got "scheduled" rest!!! I spent the day thinking about how I was going to pay him back.  What I gained from this is when we devoted our time thinking about each other, the other's needs got met!!

People, prayer changes things.  Prayer is changing me.  I am so thankful that my God allows me to sit at his feet and pour out my heart.

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